12-1-09
Hey bloggers and what have you's...
I been away for over 6 months and so much has happened. I just never took the time to blog. Plus I felt a little open and vulnerable to this blog situation. But in 6 months I've dealt with past "terrors", clung onto so confusions, and let go of dead weight. (don't you hate when people bring you down?) Anyway, I tried to have a boyfriend (didn't work)...but I learned out of the situation that "I purposely chose situations I know will fail just so I can say I told you so. Like I'm so comfortable with failure I'm to scared too try success." I think that was really true because I never felt worthy. It's easy to give up and say this isn't working than to give things a vulnerable chance. Being out of control is not my forte (another lesson). But I am really trying to find positives and find faith in my choices rather than pick the dead end road when I clearly saw the yellow diamond say DEAD END lol. What have y'all been up to? Who can relate?...
night :)
-NT
PS: also catch my poetry/written work on my "Bleeding Heart" blogspot...
http://noeltulliv.blogspot.com/
Most are old pieces I've written between 2005-2009...hope you enjoy!...Don't worry I'll back into writing new poems...when I have time...and inspiration ;)
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